Sunday 4 November 2007

Oh great, she's a self harmer alright

I've been down in the dumps the past week. Largely feeling unmotivated, resigned and miserable, although being on Prozac has taken the edge off of the emotional strain; I just end up coming across as a combination of neutral, bored and tired.

This has been bothering me because a week ago I was very chirpy.

It's just occurred to me now that a piercing in my left ear and a tattoo on my arm have healed recently and are no longer stinging like hell, which is about when the Glums started.

Great. I've been high on pain endorphins and this is a comedown. I don't know which of the two facts is more depressing.

Columbus is going to be pissed off.
~Chaszmyr

1 comment:

Tzanti said...

I call those 'happy accidents' - the things that give me the same lift as SI, but without the deliberate acts.

T.